Hopeful Sadness

I would imagine that only
those who would say, "the
Lord does not judge us

according to what we
deserve," can only say such
with any authenticity

if they do so with some
grieving. Otherwise, why
the need for the lifting

of heavy burdens? For
strengthening our weaker
parts? For water to keep

us from fainting? In other
words, a tinge of sadness
is a great gift. A sense

of hopelessness is the
awakening of hope. We ought
to still have doubts; never

leave behind those questions.
Only, realize they can be freed
to new modes of lucidity.

So, bless the Lord, O my soul,
all that is within me--
my dissipating fears, my

confidences, affections, visions,
sadness and joy. Fuse my paradox,
and help me to learn from the

meek and humble heart. Jesus Christ,
Son of God, have mercy on me,
a sinner.

(Isaiah 40:25-31; Psalm 103; Matthew 11:28-30)